Hello, I’m Emily, and I’m on a journey of rediscovery as a mother. For far too long, I defined myself by the needs of everyone around me, neglecting my own self-care in the process. I mistakenly believed that sacrificing my own well-being for others was an admirable trait. I kept my phone on around the clock, convinced that it proved my dedication to those I cared for.
The turning point came during a flight safety demonstration. When the flight attendant reminded us to put on our oxygen masks first before assisting others, I thought to myself, “How selfish!” I wish I could say I was joking.
I thought of myself as a selfless person, yet I was constantly fatigued and harboring resentment. The truth was, I was nurturing everyone but myself. Rather than prioritizing my own needs to enable genuine care for others, I was trying to heal them with the hope that they would eventually return the favor. This created a cycle of transactional love—a love that expected something in return. A soul that is neglected cannot truly love unconditionally, no matter how much they wish to.
This unfulfilled need morphed into a dependency, and the more I attempted to assist others, the more depleted I became. With my spirit in turmoil, I waited for someone to care for me as I had cared for them. As the bitterness grew, so did my sense of invisibility. I kept serving, convinced that someone would eventually notice my sacrifices.
It took me years to realize that I was the only one who could tend to my own needs. One day, while driving home from work, I found myself lamenting about the countless tasks I had undertaken and how no one seemed to appreciate my efforts. I felt utterly exhausted, and as my mental list of contributions grew, so did my anger. I yearned for recognition and support from others.
Then, a sobering thought struck me: “Emily, no one will take care of you. If you don’t prioritize your own needs, no one else will.” Ouch. The truth of that statement was undeniable and forced me to confront my reality. It became clear that my supposed selflessness was, in fact, a form of selfishness disguised as martyrdom.
As a therapist, I was trained to take responsibility for my own well-being. I recognized the importance of knowing when to say “yes” or “no” while taking ownership of my emotional state. Yet, for years, I had overlooked the vital need to care for myself first.
That day, I learned that a person who constantly agrees to help others at the expense of her own needs is bound by her own neglect. So, to all the mothers out there who struggle to prioritize self-care, remember to put your own oxygen mask on first. It’s impossible to give wholeheartedly to others when your own body, mind, and soul are yearning for attention.
The best way to support others is to nurture ourselves first. If you need something, don’t be afraid to express it. Allow trusted friends or partners to support you, but don’t leave them guessing. Take responsibility for your well-being because, dear mother, no one else will do it for you. For more insights on navigating motherhood, check out this excellent resource for pregnancy and home insemination at Mayo Clinic.
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Summary
Prioritizing self-care is vital for mothers who often put others’ needs before their own. Recognizing the importance of caring for oneself can lead to healthier relationships and a more fulfilled life. It’s essential to communicate your needs and take responsibility for your well-being.