The phone call arrived just as I was settling into my role as an assistant school nurse at the local middle school. I had just rushed in, my coffee steaming beside me, when my phone rang. It was my sister.
She was calling to share the devastating news that our father had been admitted to the hospital with severe respiratory issues, likely a complication from the aggressive chemotherapy he was undergoing for esophageal cancer. He was being placed on a ventilator, and the next few hours would be critical.
In the hours that followed, I attempted to immerse myself in my responsibilities, providing care to the students I was responsible for. However, it was nearly impossible to focus as I waited anxiously for updates on my father’s condition. My heart raced with panic, and when I accidentally knocked over a tray of supplies, a colleague gently urged me to go home.
Yet I hesitated. Leaving meant I would miss out on pay and burden my coworker with my responsibilities. I stubbornly thought that staying busy at work was preferable to the anxiety of waiting at home. Ultimately, my colleague’s compassion convinced me to prioritize my well-being and family.
Tragically, my father passed away just hours later. I spent the next few days consumed by grief, coordinating travel arrangements to bring my family together for the funeral. The following ten days were a blur of sadness and logistical challenges. Although my employer graciously allowed me time away, it was unpaid, and I had barely begun to navigate my grief.
Returning to work two weeks later, I was still grappling with overwhelming sorrow and anxiety. There were days when simply getting out of bed felt like an insurmountable task. Despite my struggles, I felt compelled to show up for work, as “I’m grieving today” didn’t seem like a valid excuse. Unlike visible ailments such as a cold or a broken bone, grief is often invisible. Societal expectations dictate how long and in what manner we should mourn.
However, grief is a profound emotional experience that deserves acknowledgment. Losing a loved one, experiencing a miscarriage, or going through a divorce should all warrant the necessary time to heal, including from workplace obligations.
Currently, the U.S. Department of Labor’s Fair Labor Standards Act does not mandate bereavement leave, leading to a wide variety of company policies. While three days off has become somewhat standard, the process of healing from grief can extend far beyond that. As anyone who has experienced loss knows, it often takes days just to arrive at the funeral, let alone organize and attend it.
Fortunately, some companies are beginning to rethink their bereavement policies, partly thanks to advocates like Laura Jensen, who, after losing her spouse unexpectedly, pushed for reform at her workplace. In a heartfelt message, Jensen stated: “We need policies that support individuals as they navigate family loss and emotional healing.” Now, her company offers up to 20 days of paid leave for immediate family loss and 10 days for the death of extended family.
Grief manifests differently for everyone. Some may move through it rapidly, while others may take years to find solace. Although long-term grief and depression may be covered under long-term disability, it’s crucial to acknowledge that loss and grief cannot be scheduled. No one should have to choose between fulfilling their professional obligations and allowing themselves the necessary time to grieve.
Grief is not a vacation; it’s a tumultuous experience, made more difficult by workplaces that may lack sensitivity to emotional health.
This is why initiatives like the Compassionate Leave Program are so vital. Under this program, employees at a California county are entitled to not only generous bereavement leave but also the ability to donate their unused vacation days to colleagues facing grief or family crises. Imagine the power of employees supporting each other during such challenging times.
Even though my father has been gone for several years, there are still moments when I wish I could take a day off without the fear of judgement from my employer. Sometimes, it’s hard to focus on work when the pain of loss is so acute.
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In summary, grieving individuals must be allowed to do so without fear of job loss or financial hardship. It is essential for employers to recognize the profound impact of loss and to create supportive environments that allow for healing without added stress.