Parenting
It’s true—I can be a bit of a diva.
“Really?” you might exclaim, incredulous. I get it; it’s hard to believe. I pride myself on being the most affable diva you’ll ever encounter.
But consider this: Remember those college days when you discovered your drink limit before the room started spinning? Or in yoga when the instructor offers a choice between a challenging pose and a comforting child’s pose, and you wisely opt for the latter? That’s what I mean by knowing your limits. As a parent, I’ve certainly learned mine.
I refer to it as my Maximum Frustration Threshold (MFT). Let me paint a picture: I’m with my two kids, aged 6 and 8, as they take turns pinching each other until one of them shrieks. I’m desperately trying to keep my own temper in check when another mom casually asks, “Are you thinking about having more kids?” I give her a look as if she just sprouted a third arm and reply, “Absolutely not. I have hit my Maximum Frustration Threshold with two.”
We grow up consuming advice on everything from hairstyles to finding the perfect jeans, yet figuring out how much chaos we can handle without losing our minds? That’s a lesson learned through experience. As a mother striving to maintain my sanity, I find myself reaching my MFT all too frequently.
I strive to manage my stress, because when I finally reach my breaking point, it’s far from pretty. If you still doubt my diva status, let’s break it down: just the other day, we were racing against the clock for soccer practice, unable to locate the shin guards, the dog hadn’t been walked, and the kids were grappling over the crumpled tin foil from their frozen pancakes, which they hadn’t even eaten yet. Amidst the chaos, they hadn’t peed, brushed their hair, or even put on their shoes, and the game was about to start. As they screamed at each other, I seized the tin foil and crumpled it into a ball, thinking, “Mine now!”
I tried to maintain my composure all morning, but my MFT had been reached.
“STOP IT!” I hollered, louder than their collective noise. They stared at me, bewildered—one clutching his eye from a hit, the other rubbing her arm where she had been pinched. My outburst somehow united them in their mutual disdain for me, restoring their camaraderie. Then, I shifted my ire to my husband for not helping manage the chaos—not finding the shin guards, not preparing breakfast, and not getting the kids dressed. The drive to soccer was filled with silence, my throat aching from the yelling. That’s the kind of diva I am, and that was just the effort to get out of the house!
I often feel guilty that my threshold seems inadequate. After all, I see countless mothers balancing work, social lives, and children seamlessly—they’re PTA leaders, soccer coaches, and manage color-coded schedules for kids in multiple schools. They appear to have more patience and handle more responsibilities. I can’t help but think, “Wow, their Maximum Frustration Threshold must be sky-high!”
Self-doubt creeps in. During a recent call, I remarked to a friend, “I don’t understand how you manage three kids and a full-time job without losing it.” I marvel at how she juggles various activities, prepares three lunches, and conducts bedtimes with grace. Yet, she gently reminded me of her full-time nanny who assists with cooking and cleaning, and her incredibly supportive in-laws who are always ready to help.
While my friend may juggle more than I can, her MFT might be higher due to the support she receives. I lack that, with no nanny and no family nearby. My husband is a fantastic dad, but I often tackle the day-to-day challenges alone.
Still, I wonder if I should stretch myself further. Should I volunteer more? Engage more? Maybe I need to take a breath.
A parenting article once suggested I give myself a “time out.” It sounded appealing in theory, but in reality, my kids might end up in a wrestling match while I retreat to my bedroom for some much-needed peace. My husband swears by a meditation app called Headspace—perhaps I should give it a shot, considering my idea of relaxation often involves binge-watching reality TV and then feeling better about myself because I’m not at that level of drama.
The truth is, I can’t be the only one who checks to make sure the windows are closed (because my whole neighborhood doesn’t need to hear my outbursts). We’re all just trying our best in this parenting journey. Deep down, I know I’m a kind and caring mother. My home is tidy enough, and my kids are happy, confident, and empathetic. Yet, when I hit my limit, unleashing my inner diva becomes my way of managing the chaos. Clearly, I’m still learning to accept my boundaries. Now, if you’ll excuse me, I think it’s time for me to take a breather.
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Summary
This blog post humorously explores the concept of a Maximum Frustration Threshold (MFT) in parenting, emphasizing the limits that all parents face. The author shares relatable anecdotes about the challenges of managing kids and daily life, while acknowledging the guilt that can come from not meeting perceived standards set by others. Ultimately, the piece encourages self-acceptance and a deeper understanding of personal limits in the chaotic world of parenting.