Updated: March 13, 2021
Originally Published: July 25, 2017
Label me whatever you like—a stoner, a burnout, or even a pothead. I’ve heard it all and frankly, I don’t care. What matters to me is that I’ve found a solution for my anxiety, depression, and insomnia, and that solution is cannabis. This plant helps soothe my panic attacks, lifts my spirits during tough times, and ensures I can fall asleep quickly instead of tossing and turning for hours. As a parent, I have no shame in using this powerful tool to become the best version of myself, especially for my kids.
You might imagine the typical college scenes—the sketchy dealer, the smoky atmospheres—but that’s not my reality. I’m a 34-year-old mother of two who sources my cannabis legally in a state where it’s permitted. Gone are the days of low-quality weed; I use high-grade medical marijuana that has been selectively bred for mood stabilization and relaxation. The euphoric effects are minimized, making it a practical choice for managing my mental health.
I prefer using a discreet vape pen for my cannabis, mostly in the evenings once my children are asleep. I close my bedroom door, turn on the fan, and enjoy my ritual in peace. My kids are completely oblivious to my usage, and I plan to discuss it with them when they are older. Until then, I store my pen safely out of their reach.
There are times when my anxiety peaks unexpectedly, such as during a recent work-related panic attack. While crying and gasping for breath, I stepped outside for a moment, took a hit from my pen, and within two minutes, the relief washed over me. My anxiety subsided, and I could return to my family without the emotional burden weighing me down. One puff allows me to engage and enjoy moments with my children, without feeling under the influence.
I do have prescribed medications available, like Xanax and Klonopin, but they take longer to work and often leave me feeling residual anxiety. In contrast, cannabis offers rapid relief—it’s like a magic pill for me. Since incorporating cannabis into my nightly routine, I’ve noticed not only my insomnia has lifted, but my depressive thoughts have diminished too. I still take other medications, but none have matched the effectiveness of cannabis. During a period when I ran out, I felt the darkness creeping back, only to be banished once I replenished my supply.
I’m not an activist; I believe cannabis should be legal, yet I’m not out protesting. My home resembles yours—cluttered with toys and the chaos of family life. I’m just an ordinary mom managing my mental health with the help of cannabis. It’s time to move past the stigma; this green remedy works wonders for me.
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In summary, cannabis has been a game changer for my anxiety and depression. It allows me to function as a parent and enjoy life more fully while challenging the misconceptions surrounding its usage.