Before I became a mother, I often grappled with loneliness. I had friends, participated in social events, and filled my weekends with outings, music, and meet-ups. My life felt full on the surface, yet I still experienced a profound sense of isolation. Even with a partner and close friends, returning home alone at the end of the day left me feeling fundamentally disconnected. Sundays stretched before me like an endless expanse.
That all changed when I met my husband and welcomed our children into the world. Almost instantly, loneliness became a non-issue. Living in a vibrant community filled with families and active stay-at-home parents provides ample opportunities for social interaction. Plus, my husband isn’t just my partner; he’s also my best friend, making it difficult to feel lonely when surrounded by love and companionship.
However, I sometimes ponder if having children truly eradicates loneliness or if it simply covers it up. As any busy mother knows, life is so packed with responsibilities that there’s hardly time to reflect on feelings of solitude. Many other mothers have shared similar sentiments, suggesting that motherhood has “cured” their mild depression by keeping them continuously occupied. After all, there’s little room for thoughts of “I’m lonely” when you’re busy reminding a toddler to put on their shoes or calculating if you have enough eggs for breakfast. This perspective, of course, doesn’t apply to those dealing with profound, unyielding depression, and I completely respect the struggles that come with it.
In my experience, the busyness of parenting fills each day with social interactions—whether it’s chatting with grandparents at the grocery store or connecting with fellow parents at the playground. From pediatrician visits to school meetings, there’s no time to dwell on loneliness. This relentless activity, I believe, is a powerful antidote to feelings of isolation, whether or not you have children.
Consider how researchers recommend just 20 minutes of exercise three times a week for good health; while that may be true, I’ve discovered that extended periods of physical activity leave me feeling invigorated. The same goes for socializing. During my single days, I thought I was thriving with just a couple of plans each week. Now, with children, social engagement is a constant, purposeful part of my life—whether I’m preparing meals, taking the kids to the park, or running errands. Everything I do has a goal: to provide for my family. This organic cure for loneliness is hard to replicate without kids.
As I reflect in moments of “pre-emptive nostalgia” while watching my boys, now ages 2 and 5, I realize this is a beautiful phase of my life. They still rely on me throughout the day, but it’s a more manageable routine compared to the exhausting newborn days. The end of diapers and sippy cups is finally in sight. They’re still silly and adorable, blissfully unaware of my quirks. My husband and I share countless delightful moments, marveling at their antics.
Yet, thoughts of “someday they’ll be grown” tug at my heart. I worry that loneliness may return once they leave home, like a dormant beast just waiting to pounce when I’m 60 and empty-nested. The whirlwind of my current life—waking up, rushing from one commitment to another, and collapsing into bed by 11 PM—will eventually fade. I hope that the quiet time I wish for now—a few uninterrupted hours for myself—won’t come with a heavy price of loneliness.
I suspect I’ll need to create new commitments to fill the void once my children have flown the nest. Perhaps the true remedy is not just having kids but understanding that a full life—much fuller than one could anticipate—is what keeps loneliness at bay. When the kids do leave, I hope to maintain the connections I’ve unwittingly fostered, chatting with the local butcher or checking in on my elderly neighbor in her garden.
Someday, I may find myself with long, empty Sundays again. But for now, I’m grateful for the vibrant life I lead. I’ll savor each moment, even if it means listening to well-meaning older folks remind me to enjoy every second.
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Summary:
Having children transformed my experience of loneliness from one of isolation to one filled with connection and purpose. While I sometimes worry about what the future holds, I am thankful for the vibrant, busy life I lead now. With social interactions woven into daily routines and a sense of purpose driving each moment, I find joy in the chaos of motherhood.
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