I owe you an apology.
When I welcomed my first child, I was quick to judge your choice to use formula. I remember eyeing your can of Similac and grimacing as you prepared a bottle. I admit I was misguided. I assumed you fell into one of two categories: either you simply lacked sufficient breastfeeding education—clearly, we had let you down—or you had chosen formula out of personal convenience, swayed by societal pressures. I felt a sense of superiority, believing that your choices were selfish and that you were prioritizing your own needs over your baby’s nutrition.
Need a full night’s sleep? You’re just being lazy. Have to return to work? A breast pump is a must. Planning to travel before your little one turns one? You must be heartless.
I confess these thoughts crossed my mind. I was convinced that breastfeeding was the gold standard; everything else felt like a poor alternative. While I recognized that some mothers faced genuine challenges with nursing, they seemed few and far between. I didn’t consider the myriad of reasons why someone might turn to formula—like medical conditions, previous surgeries, or personal choices.
Eventually, I met a mother who had to formula feed for health reasons. Anyone who dared to look down on her for using a bottle would have faced my wrath. Yet, I still clung to the belief that her situation was an exception rather than the rule.
The truth is, the disdain I directed at you stemmed from my own insecurities. Nursing is no easy feat, and in my community, it often felt isolating. I seldom encountered another breastfeeding mom, which only amplified my worries about whether my baby was getting enough nourishment. My son had a milk and soy protein intolerance coupled with reflux, leading me to question if my milk was causing him discomfort. In my own parenting uncertainty, I sought validation, and I found it—albeit misguidedly—by critiquing others.
My journey into motherhood was driven by a desire to fit into a particular parenting narrative. I had read all the right books and wanted to embody the ideals of natural parenting. It was easier to feel part of a community by criticizing others, even if my fellow like-minded moms didn’t join in on my judgment. It was a misguided attempt to feel more secure in my choices.
With time, I grew more confident in my parenting decisions. I realized there isn’t just one path to raising a child. As I embraced this broader perspective, I recognized valid reasons for using formula: issues like tongue tie, mastitis, or simply deciding that breastfeeding wasn’t the right fit for one’s parenting approach.
Do I think every mother should at least attempt breastfeeding? Yes. However, I don’t believe it should be mandated, as some high-profile figures suggest. I know too many friends who had to switch to formula or couldn’t nurse at all.
So, to all the formula-feeding moms out there, I am truly sorry. I regret my past behavior as a zealous breastfeeding advocate. I apologize for the eye rolls and whispers behind your back. While I can’t take back those moments, I can explain the insecurities that fueled my judgment. My hope is that this reflection might encourage others who share my past mindset to reconsider their reactions towards formula-feeding mothers.
And if you ever encounter someone sneering at a formula feeder, I encourage you to pause and think about what might be driving that negativity. Yes, feel justified in your anger; but also, extend empathy. Everyone is simply doing their best, often while grappling with their own feelings of inadequacy.
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In summary, my past judgments toward formula-feeding mothers were rooted in my own insecurities as a new parent. It took time for me to learn that there are many valid approaches to parenting. I hope my story encourages more understanding and compassion among mothers navigating their unique journeys.
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