I apologize for my gaze when I saw you at the grocery store today. I didn’t intend to make you feel uneasy as you scanned your groceries—cereal, diapers, and orange juice—at the self-checkout. You were stunning, with your long legs and flawless figure, dressed in clean clothes. In that moment, I longed to be you: effortlessly beautiful and seemingly perfect.
I’m sorry for watching you at soccer practice this morning. It wasn’t my intention to judge you for arriving late or directing your children as they piled out of the minivan, still dressed in their soccer uniforms. I noticed the absence of your husband and wedding ring, and I wanted to offer help without overstepping boundaries while my own supportive partner stood nearby. I admired your resilience as you managed everything alone, stepping in where your partner was missing in action—in your marriage and in your children’s lives.
I apologize for my gaze at the urgent care clinic last week. I wasn’t overly concerned that your child’s cough might be contagious—though I admit there was a bit of worry. Rather, I could see the exhaustion etched on your face from a long night spent in anxiety and care. I wished to reassure you, “It’s alright, you are doing your best, and that is enough for her.”
I’m sorry for staring at you in Babies ‘R’ Us yesterday. I never intended to be that person hovering too closely to a stranger’s pregnant belly or sharing unsolicited stories about childbirth and parenting. You resembled who I was six years ago. I recognized the mixture of joy, discomfort, and apprehension on your face. I wanted to share that peepee teepees don’t work as intended, yet those little newborn mittens are crucial to avoid scratches. Most importantly, I wanted to say, “You’ve got this. Trust your instincts, love your child, and cherish these moments. Before you know it, you’ll be reminiscing about this time, seeing a younger version of yourself.”
I apologize for observing you at the park on Tuesday. I didn’t mean to seem like someone with ill intentions. Rest assured, I have three children of my own and couldn’t possibly take on another. I simply missed the days when I could dedicate all my attention to one child. I remembered how daunting it felt, how serious I took my new role. I wished to tell you, “Breathe, you are doing wonderfully.” I wanted to add, “Savor these moments; they fly by,” yet I know how exasperating such comments can be from others.
I’m sorry I stared at you in the OB/GYN office last month. My heart went out to you as I involuntarily clutched my belly upon seeing tears stream down your face onto the ultrasound photo in your lap. I just wanted to comfort you, to say, “I understand this pain. I’ve walked that path. And remember, ‘this too shall pass.’”
I apologize for my gaze in the coffee shop this afternoon. I didn’t mean to make you feel uneasy or older while you were catching up with your adult daughter. I was just taken by the grace and wisdom reflected in your features, how at ease you appeared in your own skin. I wished to know your story and hoped your daughter recognized the treasure she had in you, aware of the lessons she might glean from your life experiences.
I’m sorry for observing you in the living room this morning. I didn’t mean to make you feel caught doing something wrong, like cutting the cat’s fur or finding hidden candy. I was simply struck by your kindness towards your brother and your strikingly beautiful eyes. I admired how you carry both your father’s generosity and my determination. I reflected on how proud I am of you and the excitement and trepidation I feel as I watch you grow. I was lost in thoughts of the incredible person you are becoming and how fortunate I am to call you my child.
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In summary, these moments of observation are not rooted in judgment but rather in a shared understanding of the challenges and joys of motherhood. We all navigate this journey together, each with our own stories and experiences to tell.
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