When it comes to miscarriage, the truth is that every loss is profound. Whether a mother is just a few weeks pregnant or several months along, the heartbreak is undeniable. Melissa Harper, a mother and blogger at A Beautifully Burdened Life, recently shared her personal experience with pregnancy loss in a way that will forever change how we approach conversations surrounding miscarriage.
Melissa faced the unimaginable when she lost her baby at 20 weeks of pregnancy. For many expectant mothers, reaching the 20-week mark signifies various milestones, such as the first glimpse of the baby during an ultrasound and the halfway point of pregnancy. To endure a loss at that stage is utterly devastating.
Melissa compassionately points out that any pregnancy loss, regardless of its timing, is deeply painful. “When people learn that I experienced a loss at 20 weeks, they frequently feel compelled to share their own stories but often downplay their pain by saying they were ‘only’ six weeks, eight weeks, or whatever the case may be,” she explains. “They tend to follow this up with comments about how their loss doesn’t compare to mine.”
She admits that she has previously thought along similar lines. Having also experienced a loss at six weeks, she’s guilty of minimizing her own grief. “I used to think of it as just a medical occurrence when I was ‘only’ six weeks pregnant. Hearing about someone’s loss at a full-term pregnancy made me consider how much worse it could have been,” she reflects.
This mindset is where the issue lies in how we perceive and discuss pregnancy loss. A baby lost too soon, even if it was not yet visible, is no less significant simply because it occurred earlier in the pregnancy. “Whether it’s an ‘early’ loss or a ‘late’ loss, it remains a heartbreaking loss,” Melissa emphasizes.
“I may not know the specifics of someone else’s loss, nor can I claim to understand how they were affected,” she says. “However, there is no ‘only’ in pregnancy loss. What exists is ‘already.’” For mothers who have endured a miscarriage, there was already a life that held meaning.
“There was already life, indicated by two pink lines on a pregnancy test. Those same lines signified a woman’s journey into motherhood. There was already a heartbeat, whether it lasted for a day, a month, or longer. A bond existed between the mother and her child.”
Her perspective resonates deeply. Just last fall, I discovered I was pregnant on the same day I experienced a miscarriage. I was around six or seven weeks along. Due to my history of irregular periods caused by polycystic ovarian syndrome, I didn’t take a test until I was bleeding and in excruciating pain, which led my doctor to advise me. The experience was devastating, yet I often downplayed it in conversations, just as Melissa describes. I was “only” six weeks along. I didn’t even have time to dream about nursery colors or baby names. I thought others had it worse, and in doing so, I isolated myself and fell into a deep depression for months.
Because it was a loss—a profound and deeply felt loss. “It doesn’t matter if a pregnancy ‘only’ lasted a few weeks,” Melissa states. “What truly matters is that there was already a baby who was loved beyond measure. Love cannot be quantified by weeks.”
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In summary, no matter when a miscarriage occurs, it is a significant loss that deserves to be acknowledged and grieved. Every mother’s experience is unique, but the love for the child that was lost remains constant and irreplaceable.
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Tags: pregnancy loss, emotional support, maternal health, miscarriage, parenting, women’s health, grief