Loneliness is a common experience for many parents raising children with severe disabilities. Initially, when our children are born, there is a mix of celebration and sympathy. Friends may offer help, but as time goes on, some tend to drift away, unsure of how to engage or assist.
In the early stages, our children may seem less daunting. Their care feels manageable, and securing a babysitter for a brief respite is easier. However, as our children grow, the support we once had often dwindles. Friends become preoccupied with their own lives, gravitating towards those with fewer responsibilities. They care from afar, but the burdens we bear can feel overwhelming to them. The absence of assistance becomes an all-too-frequent challenge for parents navigating this journey.
The struggle is constant, yet when asked how we are doing, we often respond with a simple “We’re fine.” It’s difficult to articulate our needs or even identify what help could look like.
As our kids mature, the sense of isolation deepens. Couples may find themselves pulled in different directions, tackling the demands of family life, often resulting in scarce moments to reconnect as partners. The concept of quality time becomes a rarity, with even bathroom breaks morphing into brief escapes. Offers of help are scarce, leaving us to manage the daily realities on our own, even in the company of our loved ones.
Well-meaning advice often flows in: prioritize self-care, join a fitness class, pursue hobbies, or even quit your job. However, these suggestions can feel unattainable. While others seem to thrive, traveling and enjoying life, we are merely trying to survive the day-to-day.
As parents of children with severe disabilities, we often feel like we are performing a delicate dance, trying to juggle responsibilities without ever feeling satisfied with our performance. Each day can feel like a failure, as we grapple with the overwhelming demands of paperwork, appointments, and the constant pressure to excel at work to secure time off for our children. The weight of isolation can be stifling.
Social media often serves as a lifeline, connecting us to a broader world. Late-night scrolling can lead to conversations with friends across the globe, reminding us that we are not alone. There are people who understand our struggles and offer support, even from a distance.
It’s easy to become consumed by the challenges of our own lives, even when surrounded by others. We strive to remain positive and resilient. Yet, we long to communicate to our family and friends: “I’m sorry for getting lost in my own world. I miss you, and I need you. If you wish to help, please just do it; your presence alone would mean so much to me.”
I am still here.
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Summary:
Parenting a child with severe disabilities often leads to profound feelings of isolation and loneliness. While initial support may be ample, it tends to wane as time goes on, leaving parents feeling overwhelmed and disconnected. The struggle to balance family life and personal well-being becomes a daily challenge, highlighting the need for understanding and genuine support from friends and family.