Category: Lifestyle
Title: Coping with an Ex with Narcissistic Personality Traits
By: Anonymous
Updated: March 23, 2021
Originally Published: Dec. 10, 2019
I find myself in a situation that feels akin to having a stalker—not the type that hides in the shadows, but one who is ever-present in my life. This individual is the father of my child.
Before I became pregnant, I viewed narcissism as just an irritating personality quirk, something akin to selfishness that everyone exhibits occasionally. Fast forward to 2007, when my daughter was born, and I now possess a deep understanding of Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD). My journey into recognizing this personality disorder has been a challenging one.
For years, I could only label him in my mind as a jerk—okay, maybe a stronger word was in order, but for this piece, we’ll go with jerk. When my daughter turned ten in 2017, I began to identify his traits: a lack of empathy, entitlement, bullying, and explosive anger. A quick search led me to the term Narcissistic Personality Disorder, and while I felt a sense of relief at finding a diagnosis that encapsulated his behavior, I was also devastated. This wasn’t going to change.
Co-parenting with someone like him has been a grueling experience. I’ve read about parallel parenting, which suggests that disengaging from the other parent can lead to a more manageable situation. However, this rarely accounts for the reality of dealing with schedule changes, medical treatment obstacles, and emotional manipulation—all hallmark behaviors of a narcissist.
Instead of co-parenting, I find myself counter-parenting, trying to raise our daughter amid the chaos he creates. Once you become a target, the harassment can feel endless. Despite now understanding the dynamics at play, I still feel the emotional toll. His emails feel like attacks; just seeing his name in my inbox sends my heart racing.
Narcissism is fundamentally an addiction to power and control. This realization helped me understand why my attempts at rational discussions with him were futile—there is no reasoning or compassion. He is driven by the need to “win” at all costs, and even when he does, it leaves him feeling empty, compelling him to seek more victories.
Communication Tips
When communicating with your narcissistic ex, keep it minimal. If you need to relay medical information, stick to the facts: “I took our daughter to the doctor, and she was diagnosed with X. The treatment is Y. For more details, feel free to contact her doctor.”
If he accuses you of something, it’s often a reflection of his own behavior—don’t engage. This projection is a common tactic among narcissists. When you receive his outrageous accusations, it’s often like he’s confessing.
Canned Responses and Gray Rock Method
If you must respond, consider using a prepared statement, like: “I acknowledge your perspective but disagree with your interpretation.” If he bombards you with emails, you can simply copy and paste this response.
The gray rock method suggests you should make your responses as bland and uninteresting as possible. Since narcissists thrive on drama, becoming less engaging can defuse their attempts to provoke you.
When he sends a furious email, release your emotions elsewhere—vent to a friend or vent to a pillow. Just don’t react to his provocations; that’s precisely what he wants.
Narcissists often use the court system as a tool for control. If they file motions or contempt charges, you must respond, which means your communications can end up in front of a judge. While strict gray rock methods might make you appear distant, you can add a polite touch with phrases like “please” and “thank you” to soften your responses while remaining unengaged.
Understanding Your Ex’s Motivations
Narcissists fear exposure more than anything. My ex made obtaining necessary medical treatment for our daughter difficult, despite being legally obligated to cover a portion of those costs. His motivation was less about our daughter’s health and more about avoiding accountability in court.
If you try to expose your ex’s behavior, be cautious; you could be labeled a parental alienator. Just as women have begun to speak out against harassment, we need to unmask narcissistic parents in our own lives.
Interacting with Court Professionals
When dealing with court officials, avoid explicitly stating your ex has Narcissistic Personality Disorder. Instead, let his actions speak for themselves. Present his chaotic communications to the relevant parties, as narcissistic rage often leads to impulsive mistakes that can work in your favor.
Decoding Narcissistic Language
In her book, The Narc Decoder: Understanding the Language of the Narcissist, Tina Swithin provides insight into the often convoluted language of narcissists. Their communications are filled with distortions and projections, and learning to decipher these can bring clarity to your situation.
For example, after my daughter’s father began filming me during exchanges, he objected when I took our daughter to see her therapist. His email claimed I was the problem, but through understanding his language, I realized he was merely projecting his failings onto me.
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Summary
Coping with an ex who exhibits narcissistic traits can be incredibly challenging, particularly when children are involved. Establishing clear, concise communication and protecting your emotional well-being are crucial. By recognizing the manipulation and tactics used by narcissists, you can better navigate the complexities of co-parenting and legal battles while focusing on your child’s needs.
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