“Slow down! You’re going to hurt us or someone else!” I shouted at my partner.
Now, I don’t usually resort to such drama (okay, maybe I do). But when you’re speeding close to 130 mph on the infamous Autobahn, it can get a little intense! My partner, typically gentle and loving, is a self-proclaimed car enthusiast who had borrowed a high-powered vehicle from a friend that evening. He was eager to make the most of our rare night out without the kids. Who could blame him? But there’s a fine line between fun and recklessness.
Just before we left for dinner, I expressed my discomfort with the car’s sheer power. The engine sounded as if it could swallow us whole. Admittedly, the drive to the restaurant had been exhilarating—I might have even laughed nervously a few times. But I reached my limit and half-jokingly asked him to take me home before he indulged in another adrenaline rush.
Clearly, he didn’t register my concerns. Thus, my frantic shouting and desperate prayers for safety ensued.
When we finally returned home, I was at a loss for words. The silence hung heavy until he broke it, asking, “Why aren’t you talking to me?”
I opened up. I shared that when he ignored my pleas to slow down, it felt like a violation—a reminder of my past trauma that still affects me today. My partner knew about my history; he understood that my previous experience had left deep scars that could resurface unexpectedly.
“I thought you were enjoying it,” he stammered, clearly distressed.
“I did have fun, but I explicitly said, ‘Slow down!’ and ‘Please stop!’ Those words were disregarded,” I explained. “It’s crucial to respect what I’m comfortable with. You have autonomy over your body, but you don’t have the right to dictate mine!”
I’ve emphasized the importance of consent and body autonomy to our children since they were toddlers. The principles are simple: you are in charge of your body, and so is everyone else; always ask for permission before engaging physically; and stop immediately if someone requests it. While my kids are still learning these concepts, my partner should have been well aware.
“I see your point. I truly apologize,” he replied. “What can I do to prevent this from happening again? Maybe we should create a safe word?”
A safe word. It carries a weight that “no” or “stop” often lacks. It signifies that someone has reached their limit and that it’s time to take things seriously. Unfortunately, safe words often have a reputation tied to more adult themes, which is a shame because they can be incredibly beneficial to everyone, including families.
I loved his suggestion. We decided to let our children choose the word, ensuring they could use it whenever they felt uncomfortable. My daughter proposed “lederhosen,” and it became our official safe word.
Since that night, I have developed a new appreciation for our safe word. It has genuinely transformed how we communicate and respect each other’s boundaries. The power of “lederhosen” has proven effective time and again when “no” or “stop” didn’t quite hit the mark.
Need your kids to stop climbing on you while you’re trying to work? Simply shout, “LEDERHOSEN!” Kids, want your mom to stop with those embarrassing kisses? Just say, “LEDERHOSEN!” Of course, the kids have tried to use it to avoid chores or baths, claiming, “It’s our body, and we get to choose!” But they’re learning that safety and health trump the safe word when necessary.
Since that fateful night, I’ve regained trust in my partner. Now, during drives on the Autobahn, I know that calling out “lederhosen” will prompt him to ease up on the gas. No more drama, no more silent treatments. I’m proud of him for respecting boundaries, and he’s setting a great example for our kids.
This experience has not only strengthened my relationship but also reinforced our family’s understanding of consent. It’s a valuable lesson for everyone involved.
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Summary:
In a moment of reckless driving, Mia shares how a safe word transformed her relationship with her partner, fostering trust and communication. By emphasizing the importance of consent and boundaries, they created a family-friendly safe word that has helped navigate uncomfortable situations and reinforced vital lessons for their children.
Keyphrase: Trust and Communication in Relationships
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