It all hit me like a ton of bricks the moment I made that call.
“Hello, I’m calling to register my daughter for kindergarten this fall. What do I need to do?”
Suddenly, it struck me—our time together is dwindling. These are the final months I have with her before the school bell rings and she steps into a new phase of life. By September, she’ll be off to school, entrusted to her (professional, caring, and trained) teachers.
She’ll be mingling with new classmates, some who will be friendly and others who may not be. For hours each day, I won’t be there to protect her from the unkind or to celebrate her little victories. The weight of responsibility will shift; she’ll be venturing out on her own.
The thought is daunting. While being a stay-at-home mom has its challenges, I have grown accustomed to being her safety net, controlling much of our day-to-day life. Yet, the reality of structured days is looming, and our carefree, spontaneous routines will soon be a thing of the past.
On one hand, the less controlling side of me is eager for this change. My little social butterfly is buzzing with excitement. It’s a milestone, a chance for her to flourish in a new environment. But until that day arrives… we are going to savor every moment.
I want to relish the freedom we have to do whatever we like, whenever we like, before the school year turns our lives upside down. If she wants to lounge in her pajamas until noon, so be it. A morning trip to catch the latest Disney flick? Count us in! Late-night cuddles because we don’t have to rise early? Absolutely!
I understand that September won’t mark the end of the world, but it does signal a significant change in our lives together. I want to relish her presence, to soak in every story, tea party, and dress-up session. I want her to fully embrace this fleeting childhood, even if it’s just under the comforting illusion that these days will last forever.
School has become much more demanding at a younger age than when I was in her shoes. Therefore, until the day arrives filled with No. 2 pencils, binders, and permission slips, I’m determined to give her all the fun and freedom I can. And I want to be right there along for the ride.
My little girl, my firstborn, is growing up fast. I’m not ready for it, and I know I’ll be a blubbering mess on her first day. But until that moment, I’m choosing to embrace our laid-back life together. I’m saying “yes” to her requests to play. I’m saying “yes” to reading yet another story. I’m saying “yes” to one more episode after her brother falls asleep and she cozies up in my lap. It’s the least I can do because I know I’ll miss her constant presence.
Starting school is the first step on a journey toward independence, and it’s a path that will change everything. While I still have her all to myself, I’m going to shower her with love and attention, ensuring that when she walks through those school doors, she feels cherished, empowered, and ready to take on the world. And no matter what, her mom will always be here for her.
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In summary, as my daughter’s transition to kindergarten approaches, I’m making the most of our remaining time together. I’m embracing the joy, spontaneity, and love that fills our days, knowing that soon she will embark on a new adventure.
Keyphrase: cherishing moments before kindergarten
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