I often questioned why individuals would choose to inject a toxin into their faces. Isn’t aging a natural process that we should embrace? Then I turned 34. After snapping a selfie with my two children, all I could focus on was the deep furrow between my brows.
I can’t claim that I conducted extensive research before considering a Botox-like treatment. During a routine check-up, I noticed an advertisement for Dysport, a competitor to Botox, in my doctor’s office. After catching up on life, I decided to inquire further.
I was admittedly anxious about the idea of immobilizing my facial muscles. After all, as a mother of three, it’s crucial for my kids to recognize when I’m displeased! I left without scheduling an appointment, but a few weeks later, I found myself calling back. The apprehension crept in again: what if I emerged looking ridiculous? What if the dosage was off? Would my colleagues notice the change? Most importantly, how much discomfort would I endure?
The Day of the Injection
On the day of my appointment, nerves got the better of me, leading me to take half a Xanax for a little calming effect. I concocted a small fib for my boss, claiming I had a doctor’s visit (which was true in a sense, as I was getting checked for a lingering cough).
In the waiting room, I tried to distract myself by scrolling through social media. Just after a few cute photos of puppies and babies, my name was called. As I walked back with the nurse, I nervously confessed, “I’m here for [stage whisper] Botox.” She smiled and still asked me to step on the scale. I queried if she’d ever had the procedure herself, to which she confirmed she had. “Does it hurt?” I asked, and she nodded. “Will the numbing cream help?” She replied, “Not really.”
After a moment of anxious waiting, Dr. Emily entered. She spent approximately 15 minutes explaining how the injections work by relaxing the muscles, detailing the injection sites (five in total: one between my brows and two above each eyebrow), and what to expect post-treatment.
With a syringe at the ready, she asked if I was prepared. Here goes nothing. I gripped the armrests tightly as if I were on a turbulent flight and held my breath.
“Squint,” she instructed. I complied, and the first injection was administered. I wish I could say it was painless, but it did sting—like a deep muscle flu shot right in my face. Fortunately, Dr. Emily worked quickly. After a few more commands, she was finished. The entire process lasted about 30 seconds—painful but brief.
She handed me a mirror and reminded me that the effects would take about 14 days to fully manifest. Initially, I felt underwhelmed, and the nurse’s prediction about the numbing cream proved true. A pounding headache hit me as I returned to work.
One Day Post-Injection
The next morning, as soon as my alarm rang, I dashed to the bathroom mirror. Had my forehead magically smoothed overnight? Unfortunately, no.
Two Days Post-Injection
Upon waking, I again rushed to check my face. It felt noticeably harder to move, and I was thrilled to see that the line between my brows was less pronounced. Applying eye makeup was tricky since I couldn’t lift my eyebrows fully. A headache returned, prompting me to search for “Botox headache” at work. Less than 2% of recipients have persistent headaches after treatments; I hoped mine was temporary.
Three Days Post-Injection
Today, makeup application was slightly easier, but my forehead felt strangely rigid. Later that evening, while watching TV with my husband (who remained oblivious to my treatment), I felt my face was stuck in a startled expression. That dreadful headache returned, making me question my decision.
Five Days Post-Injection
I finally started to embrace the results. My eyebrows had the subtle arch Dr. Emily promised, and I felt a newfound confidence.
Seven Days Post-Injection
I continued to feel great but worried that the smoothness in my forehead might be pushing wrinkles to the sides. Thankfully, I still had enough movement to avoid looking expressionless.
Fourteen Days Post-Injection
I was ecstatic! My forehead was pleasingly smooth, and while some wrinkles shifted to the sides, I appreciated the remaining movement, allowing my children to still read my expressions.
The Conclusion: Is Botox a Good Investment?
It took several days for my face to adapt, but once the Botox settled, I was highly satisfied with the outcome and plan to repeat the experience.
Frequent Questions from First-Time Botox Users
- Did it hurt? Yes, but briefly—it felt like a bee sting in the center of my forehead.
- What was the cost? Prices can vary widely, typically between $200 and $500; I paid $200.
- Where did you have it done? My procedure was at my doctor’s office, but options include dermatologists and some spas. Verify the qualifications of the provider in your area before attending a home Botox party.
- Did you notice a difference? Absolutely! It took a few days for my face to adjust, but when it did, I felt and looked better.
- Are you happy with the results? Yes!
- Would you do it again? Absolutely!
- Can you move your forehead? Yes! I was concerned about looking overly frozen, like some celebrities.
- How long does it last? Effects typically last between 3 to 4 months, after which a touch-up is necessary. I plan to see how long I can extend this initial round.
- What side effects did you experience? As a disclaimer, I’m not a doctor, so consult a professional if you have concerns. I only experienced a significant headache.
This article was originally published on November 20, 2016.
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In summary, my first Botox experience was nerve-wracking but ultimately rewarding. The initial discomfort and anxiety were outweighed by the positive results, leading me to consider future treatments.
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