I never envisioned myself as a Dream Destroyer. Yet, there I stood in the kitchen while my son, Ethan, sobbed that I was “destroying his dreams.”
“Destroying your dreams?” I questioned, astonished.
At just 8 years old, Ethan’s aspiration was to compete in the NFL. I reminded him of the slim odds of making it to that level, to which he countered that starting practice now was essential.
He crumpled to the floor, weeping about his shattered dreams. I promised him that his father and I would discuss it. Although I withheld a definitive response, my internal thoughts were, Absolutely not, you’re not playing football.
But emotionally? I was at a loss.
This wasn’t my first significant parenting crossroads, nor would it be the last, yet it felt especially daunting. I acknowledged the merits of both sides in the play-or-don’t-play-football debate, and I was devoid of a strong instinct to guide my decision—something I relied on in other parenting scenarios. While experts may advise one path, practicality and intuition often steer us elsewhere. I had previously made choices against expert guidance regarding breastfeeding, time-outs, and screen time, but I lacked the personal experience to navigate the question of youth football or other risky activities.
If I said no to football, would that mean banning skateboarding too? Or hockey, skiing, and rock climbing? The truth was, I was uncertain.
To clarify, I am acutely aware of the safety concerns tied to football. I have researched head injuries, studied articles about former players facing mental health challenges, and listened to well-known athletes denouncing the sport. My husband and I took these risks seriously.
However, I also needed to weigh the consequences of denying Ethan the opportunity to play youth football. I didn’t want to be a Dream Destroyer—what parent does? Yet, I also didn’t want to cultivate an environment where he feared risks or doubted his aspirations. Perhaps because I was an overly cautious child, I don’t want my children to shy away from experiences—whether it’s biking hands-free, downhill skiing, asking someone to prom, scuba diving, or accepting a job abroad—simply due to potential dangers. Instead, I aspire to teach them to recognize risks, assess them against possible rewards, and make informed choices.
My parenting style aligns with the concept of controlled risk-taking. For instance, when Ethan ascended the tall branches of a pine tree in our yard, I paused only to snap a photo before reminding him to exercise caution while climbing. Though I dislike categorizing parenting methods, if I had to choose, I would lean more towards the free-range approach than a helicopter one.
Nonetheless, we all set boundaries around activities we consider unsafe, irrespective of our children’s ability to handle those risks. We don’t allow them to dart into busy streets, play with fire, or ride bikes without helmets (although there might be times we feel guilty when we do).
Regardless of the outcome, I was not ready to give a hasty “yes” or “no” without thoughtful deliberation and an in-depth discussion about the risks with my son. It was vital for Ethan to understand how we arrived at our conclusion—perhaps even more crucial than the conclusion itself.
In the end, we decided to let him play, with the understanding that we would continue to revisit the topic over time. However, a week before the season was set to commence, Ethan took a ball to the stomach and concluded that football might not be the best choice after all.
“Are you certain?” I inquired.
He was resolute. The following day, he withdrew from football and opted for baseball instead.
For now, I can remove Dream Destroyer from my parenting identity—at least until last week when he declared he still wants to become a football player one day.
So, I may have to pencil in Dream Destroyer on my mom resume after all.
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In summary, the journey of parenting often involves navigating complex decisions that balance dreams, safety, and the lessons we hope to impart to our children.
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