Navigating the realm of single parenting in your forties brings forth a plethora of choices, a concept I refer to as “OR.” This isn’t a nod to the surgical theater, though the latter years of life may indeed involve a visit or two. Instead, I’m focusing on the conjunction “or.” Think of how, during an arrest, the rights read to a suspect include the option for legal representation or having one provided. This embodies the essence of “OR.”
Following a divorce, many find themselves confronted with the dilemma of choosing between time OR money. Often, this isn’t a true choice at all, and sometimes, you may end up with neither. It’s rare for both individuals to walk away with a healthy balance of time and financial resources, except, perhaps, for those in the limelight. For the rest of us, parenting solo often leads to strained schedules during custody days, while financial split arrangements usually leave us with less in our accounts, retirement funds, or even our living spaces. I genuinely miss my vintage armchair.
In my case, I ended up with “time,” while my ex, Brad, secured “money.” While my work life was less stressful, that changed when I realized I needed to cover the mortgage. Now, I face the choice of financing extravagant birthday celebrations or ensuring we live in a respectable neighborhood.
Meanwhile, my ex’s more flexible (read: lower-paying) job allows him to attend the kids’ school meetings and medical appointments while I’m tied up at work. Wait a minute—wasn’t that the dynamic when we were together? As the financial winner, he takes the kids on lavish vacations, buys them bicycles, and becomes the go-to when they want the latest gaming console, like the recent Grand Theft Auto. If only he had spent a moment researching the suitability of that game for our tween!
Another “OR” I’ve observed among women over 40 is the choice between maintaining facial or bodily aesthetics. This applies to married women as well. Gravity, it seems, doesn’t play favorites.
At this age, it feels impossible to achieve optimal appearance in both areas—unless you’re willing to undergo medical procedures. If you dedicate yourself to fitness, your rear might look fantastic, but you may end up with a gaunt face. Conversely, my casual approach to fitness has left me with a reasonably youthful visage, as a bit of fullness can enhance a face nearing 50.
As a working single mom, the “OR” factor permeates many aspects of my life. I can either prepare a delightful dinner OR catch up on emails. The hour between 5 and 6 PM is generally prime time for productivity; however, it’s always about making a choice. Some evenings, I must sacrifice a gourmet meal for an inbox that resembles a neglected project. On other occasions, “OR” can morph to “NOR,” leading to takeout dinners in our living room.
When it comes to vacations, the “OR” decisions multiply. If finances allow, I have the freedom to choose travel destinations for my kids. (For more insight on the “when I can afford it” aspect, refer back to the time or money discussion.) I’m relieved that snowbound cabins are no longer on my vacation wish list.
However, achieving a satisfactory adult-to-child ratio while vacationing can be challenging, even in a stunning beach rental. I find myself searching for properties with an impressive kitchen view, as that’s where I’ll spend most of my time. Not only do I tackle cooking and cleaning while away, I also face the post-trip laundry. So, I find myself choosing between vacationing OR relaxing—sometimes the trade-offs simply aren’t worth it.
This chapter of life is rife with “AND” scenarios, as well. You handle laundry AND dishes, a reality many of us faced throughout marriage. Still, there’s comfort in the fantasy of having another adult step in to share household chores, even if that idea exists only in our imaginations. Just the thought of a partner magically alleviating some of that burden is enough to lighten the load – that and a second glass of wine. Yes, that’s a choice I wholeheartedly endorse. I can savor both my first and second glass, thank you very much.
In conclusion, navigating single parenthood involves making difficult choices between competing priorities, from finances to personal appearances, and from family obligations to self-care.
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