Have you caught that episode of a popular sitcom that seemed to perfectly mirror my life? It aired back in February 2011, and it was like a sneak peek into my own marriage. When Claire fumed over Phil’s excitement about a new salad that he had just discovered, it struck a chord. After all, Claire had been raving about the wedge salad for ages! Phil, baffled by her anger, couldn’t comprehend the underlying reasons, which shifted throughout their day.
Wow.
I’ve wrestled with feelings of being unheard or dismissed by my partner, Jake. It’s frustrating when he seems to embrace an idea if it comes from someone else, while my suggestions often go ignored. This became such a common occurrence in our early marriage that my sister made a joke about it—when we were couch shopping, she quipped, “Just have Sam recommend the one you want.” Sam, a mutual friend, was somehow the gold standard for Jake, despite both of us saying the same thing. Whether we discussed a new eatery, a book club, or a home improvement project, Jake always seemed to need Sam’s nod of approval first.
I remember discovering a fun family activity called geocaching, a treasure hunt in the great outdoors. I brought it up to Jake a couple of times, only to receive blank stares in return. Was I even speaking his language? I even left magazines about geocaching on his desk with “Read Me!” scrawled in bold. Still, nothing.
Then, several months later, Jake excitedly informed me about this amazing new hobby he’d just learned about—geocaching! Before I knew it, he had assembled a fanny pack, a GPS, the kids, and our dog. Team Adventure was off into the wilderness!
I’m not sure where he got the idea (Sam had moved away ages ago), but I knew he probably didn’t think it came from me. Jake dove into geocaching with enthusiasm, creating wonderful memories with our kids—just as I had hoped.
Now, you might be thinking that you wouldn’t tolerate such antics in your relationship. Shouldn’t Jake listen the first time I suggest something, whether it’s painting the living room a fresh white or planning a family getaway? I understand the sentiment, but marriage often requires patience and a bit of grace to avoid irritation that could lead to conflict. It’s a dance—a long and winding dance with plenty of chances for compromise.
I’ve often judged other couples for their different dynamics, realizing that their rhythm simply differs from ours. For instance, I’ve heard of friends who hide their shopping sprees from their husbands. I promised myself I wouldn’t tolerate a partner scrutinizing my spending habits, but I later recognized that while financial openness wasn’t a major issue for us, we certainly had our own challenges.
Jake and I align on many things—how we manage finances, raise our children, and share our faith. Yet, in other areas, we’re polar opposites. He’s active and adventurous; my idea of a good time is lounging. He takes his time with decisions, while I tend to leap. We don’t even vote the same way!
I’ve come to learn that if I wait for Jake to show enthusiasm about painting, planning family trips, or getting pets, I might be waiting forever. In the past, I’d get frustrated, feeling like we were never on the same page, only to give up on my ideas amid a flurry of exasperation. Or I’d hope that someone like Sam would step in to give a glowing endorsement.
Now, I’ve realized that Jake’s priorities will likely differ from mine most of the time—about 80 percent of the time, to be precise. Even if we both want to tidy the yard, trust me, we won’t be tackling the same shrubs. Over the years (and after turning 40), I’ve learned to initiate ideas and let Jake warm up to them. I present him with narrowed-down options, so he can weigh in without feeling overwhelmed. He reciprocates when it comes to things like investments and tech gadgets.
I also strive to be crystal clear about my needs, whether it’s urgently needing a pit stop (“I need to go right now, even if it’s not mealtime!”) or advocating for a puppy for our daughter (“It’s time, buddy”). When it came to our dogs, Max and Bella, I found them first, then allowed Jake’s mind and heart to catch up. It didn’t take long. It’s all part of the dance. And amidst the missteps and squished toes, it’s vital to remember that Jake has his own admirable qualities, and I’m not always the easiest person to live with either.
P.S. I think we might just have wedge salad for dinner tonight.
This article was originally published on July 28, 2015.
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Summary:
In this reflection on marriage, Jamie shares humorous and relatable anecdotes about feeling unheard and the dynamics of communication with her husband, Jake. The narrative illustrates the ups and downs of understanding each other’s perspectives, the importance of patience, and the necessity of clear communication in a partnership. Ultimately, it highlights a dance of compromise, showcasing the uniqueness of every relationship.
Keyphrase: Marriage Communication
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