As someone who embodies enthusiasm, I often wonder if my spirited nature detracts from my “cool” factor. Reflecting on my childhood, I was always full of energy, yet I was also riddled with fears. It wasn’t until those fears subsided that I truly began to embrace joy. Although I recognized my enthusiasm, feeling it took me years.
In my late twenties and early thirties, I finally found the words to articulate my emotions and learned valuable coping strategies for once-daunting situations. As I conquered my fears, I discovered excitement in activities I had previously avoided. When I began to express my enthusiasm, it came with a sincerity often associated with youth. An adult’s genuine excitement about an adventure or meeting someone inspiring can seem odd—or so I’ve been told. Yet, I refuse to see myself as weird.
I find joy in experiences rather than disappointment. Engaging conversations and groundbreaking ideas uplift me; learning from those who possess greater knowledge brings me happiness and reinforces my belief that life isn’t out to get me. I don’t pretend to be disinterested, nor am I overly eager; I’m simply authentically engaged with people and their thoughts. After so many challenging years, I am driven by possibilities, even the ones that may seem out of reach.
Aloofness, the antithesis of enthusiasm, is a quality I can’t stand. It’s perceived as “cool,” yet it creates distance and leaves others feeling inadequate. A couple of years back, I had a chat with a younger friend, Emma, who remarked that while she considered me “cool for my age,” she also thought I was “sort of a nerd.” When I probed further, she explained, “You show your enthusiasm.” That realization sparked sadness—not just for myself, but for the notion of enthusiasm itself.
Aloofness breeds discomfort, and I refuse to be part of that culture. I’m sensitive to how others feel, which drives me to be warm and welcoming. Unfortunately, this often leaves me feeling uncool among those who prefer to keep their distance. So, what is an enthusiastic person like me to do?
I have a friend named Oliver who shares my zeal for life. He openly expresses his love for everyone around him, which can be off-putting for some. However, he isn’t seeking validation; he speaks from a place of genuine feeling. His enthusiasm spills over, and that’s what it truly means to be enthusiastic—an uncontrollable overflow of joy.
My enthusiasm partly stems from a desire to help others who might struggle with the same fears that once overshadowed my life. I often extend friendliness under the assumption that others share my fears, but in reality, I’m trying to protect my past self. Ironically, my eagerness to connect can make me stand out in a crowd, leading some to label me as quirky or nerdy because I embrace experiences and ideas more easily than I dismiss them. I’ve tried to tone it down, but that energy is hard to contain. What truly surprises me, however, is not how others perceive my enthusiasm, but the fact that after years of feeling fear and unhappiness, I have blossomed into a genuinely enthusiastic person.
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In summary, while enthusiasm might not fit the conventional “cool” mold, it brings joy and connection to life. It’s a vital attitude that can help us navigate our fears and foster genuine relationships, even if it sometimes feels uncool.
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