Each day, I ponder whether I’m a good father. I take solace in the fact that my child seems to adore me most days, and my partner hasn’t left yet, but I likely won’t truly know how well I did for another two decades. On paper, I surpass the low expectations often set for dads—I have a steady job and come straight home every evening; I seldom drink and never to excess; I prepare dinner and assist with household chores; I handle preschool drop-offs and pick-ups; I actively participate in packing lunches, getting my kid dressed in the morning, putting her to bed at night, and managing bath time.
However, I’m unsure if any of that makes me a good father. Reflecting on whether I’m contributing equally to daily parenting duties is vital, but it’s just as much about being a supportive partner to my spouse. Unfortunately, the queries I often ask myself tend to be more philosophical than practical, and they don’t always yield straightforward answers.
1. Am I truly giving my daughter my full attention?
I’m not suggesting she should be the center of my world every moment, as it’s essential for her to learn self-sufficiency. This question focuses on whether I’m actively engaging with her. I often struggle to put down my tablet, laptop, or phone, which distract me from quality time with her. I catch myself saying “just five more minutes!” so I can finish some trivial task on my device or compulsively checking my phone while we’re together.
Part of the challenge is that I’m not naturally good at playing with a three-year-old who has a short attention span. She often prefers to scatter toys than follow the rules. I tell myself I’ll engage more as she grows older and can appreciate my interests, but that’s not a valid excuse for not connecting with her now while she’s eager for my involvement. This innocent enthusiasm for my presence is fleeting; if I spend too long staring at my phone, one day I might find her sulking in her room, absorbed in whatever trend captivates her peers.
This isn’t just about avoiding future regrets; I want her to feel valued and respected now. I wish for her to know she’s interesting and fun and that I cherish her thoughts. Living in a tech-obsessed era makes it tough, but it’s too easy to blame gadgets—past generations of parents had their own distractions. If I can show her that she matters more than my hobbies, perhaps she’ll reciprocate in the future.
2. Am I too focused on my own schedule?
With a set work schedule, dinner to prepare, and chores to complete, I often find myself feeling overwhelmed. I have precious little time after everyone’s asleep to unwind and indulge in my favorite video games. Consequently, I can become irritable when my daughter disrupts my routine by refusing to wear pants or complaining about her snack.
I’m learning that insisting she “hurry up” usually backfires, leading to delays and heightened frustration for both of us. My visible irritation triggers her distress, which slows things down even more. I need to cultivate patience and remind myself that she’s only three and not fully aware of the arbitrary constraints I’m trying to impose. Keeping our routine enjoyable and flexible can lead to smoother days.
3. Am I setting a positive example?
My father often said, “Do as I say, not as I do.” Even as a child, I recognized the irony. Now as a parent, I catch myself wanting to use this phrase with my daughter. Although it was amusing when she mimicked my frustrations, it’s less so when I hear her echo my less-than-ideal language. She may not heed my lectures, but she absorbs my behaviors like a sponge. I need to evaluate my language, habits, and choices. Otherwise, I’ll have to brace myself for the moment she says, “I learned it from you, Dad!”
4. Am I patient enough?
Patience is the quality I find most challenging. It’s astonishing how easily my adorable child can provoke my frustration. I often get caught up in petty disputes over trivial matters, like insisting she eat two more bites of her dinner before dessert. I aim to raise her without corporal punishment, but there are moments when I question my commitment to this principle.
While I appreciate the discipline I received as a child, I want my daughter to learn through understanding rather than fear. I want her to develop respect for others and take responsibility for her actions without resorting to intimidation. I often remind myself to breathe and embrace a patient approach.
5. Am I allowing her to discover her own identity?
So far, I’ve found it relatively easy, but I know this will be more complex as she grows. I envision a future where she excels in sports or academics, but I also recognize that her interests may differ from mine. I want to support her passions, even if they lead her away from my own preferences.
The challenge lies in finding the balance between encouraging her to pursue my interests and allowing her to explore her own. It’s crucial to know when to let her quit something versus encouraging perseverance. I hope that, no matter her future path, she knows I love and support her unconditionally.
6. Am I letting go of the need for external validation?
This is a tough one for me. After years of silently judging other parents, I now find myself in their shoes, concerned about how my child behaves in public. I often worry that I’m being scrutinized for my parenting choices, especially by those who seem to have it all together.
For instance, I believe in teaching proper manners and strive to ensure my daughter says “please” and “thank you.” However, I grapple with whether my corrections stem from genuine concern or a desire to project a certain image to others.
Conclusion
In conclusion, the journey of parenthood is fraught with questions and uncertainties. I strive to be a better father daily, knowing that the answers may not be clear-cut. Ultimately, I want to foster a loving environment where my daughter can grow into her own person, free from undue pressure.
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