As I prepared our summer cabin for new renters, I faced the task of decluttering. Our accountant chuckled when he learned the cabin had been vacant. “What are you, the Rockefellers?” he quipped. “Rent it out!” So, I began sorting through the beach towels, sand toys, bunk beds, and shelves overflowing with puzzles, games, and toys. The plan was to haul everything back to my city apartment, where they now form a sizable pile in my living room.
Among all these items, one stood out as particularly significant: my beloved stuffed Snoopy. He’s not just a toy; he’s a treasured companion from my childhood, a doll-sized figure that adorned my bed for years—until I discovered the distractions of adolescence. Snoopy became more of an ornament during my teenage years, yet he remained a constant presence. He stayed behind when I went off to college, resting in my closet until I had my first child. Then, he returned to watch over the nursery, and now he’s back in my apartment once again, ensuring the top bunk at the cabin is safe.
In 1972, I desperately wanted a Snoopy. I added his name to every birthday and Christmas list, eagerly awaited the daily Peanuts comic strip, and poured over the paperback collections my brother acquired from Scholastic. Unlike my dolls, Snoopy was undeniably cool—he was Joe Cool, after all. Fluffy and soft, he sported a black leather collar, and I quickly crafted some outfits for him, despite the challenges of sewing a hole for his tail at just nine years old. Eventually, I received an official Snoopy tennis outfit and a denim jacket and jeans set from the Peanuts store at the ice rink in Santa Rosa, California, owned by Charles Schulz himself.
As the years passed, Snoopy became more worn and faded, enduring a few repairs after mishaps. I couldn’t risk washing him in our old washer, which caused more than one disaster. Although Snoopy isn’t the pristine white he once was, with pilling and a grayish hue, his smile remains unchanged, and he continues to exude a comforting scent—one that embodies love and solace.
Snoopy has always possessed a unique ability to absorb my tears, offering unconditional love through life’s ups and downs. By fourth grade, I could draw him competently (and I still can), but the stuffed Snoopy’s three-dimensional form provided a tangible connection. My face nestled against his, and I would cry until it passed, knowing he wouldn’t judge me.
After bringing Snoopy back from the cabin last week, I placed him on the sofa where I could see his familiar smile and crooked head. While lying down one afternoon, I found him beside me, and the view of his face brought forth a cascade of memories—both joyful and melancholic. I embraced him, and we fit together like two puzzle pieces, a yin and yang of comfort. I recalled how many times I had wept into his fur.
To echo the sentiment from The Velveteen Rabbit, Snoopy is not merely a toy; he represents a vault of memories, a sanctuary, and a gentle embrace from the past. As long as his stitched smile and watchful eyes remain, I feel safe and assured that I will be okay.
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In summary, preserving my stuffed Snoopy has been more than just keeping a childhood toy; it’s about cherishing a symbol of comfort and love that has supported me throughout my life.
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