“Prioritize a continuous connection with a single individual: yourself, who knows where to establish boundaries on any given day with any person.” — Martha Beck, Home Insemination Kit
“Enough, Martha.” — Me
Last year, I found myself in quite a predicament. I left my children with a friend visiting our home while I took a cab to assist a new acquaintance, who was overwhelmed with three young kids while her husband was seriously ill. I resorted to a cab because I had lent my car to a friend needing transportation from the airport. Additionally, I had taken time off work to entertain our guest, who happened to be a relative of my partner, who was working that day.
I’m not sharing this to paint myself as a hero (though if you want to, feel free!). My intention was to help, but looking back, I see a different picture: stress pooling on my forehead, poor time management, a frustrated guest, my career slipping down the priority ladder, and a messy food situation (including chili leaking onto my leg in the cab).
Did I help my friends? Absolutely. Did I enjoy hosting family? Yes. But trying to meet everyone’s needs drained my energy. Days like that are not only stressful but also often counterproductive. When I’ve overcommitted, I find myself unable to fulfill all my obligations. (Let’s be real—what’s worse than an overcommitted person? An overcommitted flake.)
So, I took a step back from “doing the right thing.” I started to decline invitations to bake sales, resume assistance, or rides to the store. This was tough for me; I had always believed that saying yes was the right thing to do.
We all know people who won’t help with moving or a simple airport pickup, and I’ve often thought of them as inconsiderate. I didn’t want to fall into that category. However, I realized that I needed to prioritize my mental well-being and alleviate others’ frustrations with my shortcomings by not overextending myself.
But how could I say no without feeling selfish? I had to confront a hard truth: Many of my “helpful” actions were motivated by a desire to be liked or to appear good. Wasn’t that just a different form of selfishness?
Moreover, I began to see that individuals with clear boundaries often lead happier lives. They understand their limitations and align them with their priorities and interests. This self-awareness might not indicate a lack of concern for others; instead, it reflects a healthy sense of self.
I decided to go cold turkey on my old habits, which is rarely a good strategy. Shortly after my commitment to healthier boundaries, a woman I barely knew received a distressing phone call about a family member’s sudden passing. She was visibly shaken and clearly wanted to talk. Unfortunately, I was consumed by my work deadline and felt torn between empathy and obligation.
In that moment, I held her hand, asked a few questions, and soon returned to my work, leaving her in distress. I’m not proud of that moment; it’s a memory I wish I could redo.
The answer, perhaps, lies in a balance. The concept that a community can achieve what an individual cannot is heartwarming. Traditional acts of communal support, like barn-raisings, highlight the power of collaboration. However, today’s conveniences—like grocery delivery and takeout—don’t replace the depth of community.
I was fortunate to grow up surrounded by a network of caring individuals who supported my family. I want to continue that legacy and be present for others in need. I’ll learn to recognize the boundaries that keep my stress in check while still being there for those who truly require my help.
In summary, establishing healthy boundaries is crucial for personal well-being. Learning to say no can be challenging, but it’s important for reducing stress and maintaining self-respect. By recognizing our limits, we can foster genuine connections that allow us to help others without sacrificing our own needs.
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Keyphrase: Healthy Boundaries in Relationships
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